I’m guessing you mean confidence. I’d say after high school. That is usually when it happens. When I got away from the kids who threw paper in my hair and told everyone I never took showers and started having boys like me and people tell me I was I was cool.Then I didn’t care if my friends would tell me if my top was cut to low or if I had to wear a bathing suit in public. What mattered was what I like. I still don’t think of myself as very attractive but I also don’t care. Everyone has their own likes and if someone doesn’t like me just because I’m chubby than that’s their preference. But it is too bad because I am fucking awesome.

And I don’t get him on in person much anymore but the internet loves me.